Title: Try, Try Again
Author: Kirathaune
LJ: http://kirathaune.livejournal.com/
Character(s)/Pairing(s): Sanzo/Goku
Rating/Warning: NC-17 (I know - didn't take me long, did it?)
Summary: Goku keeps trying, and gets more than he bargained for.
Word Count: 3185 words
Disclaimers: I don't own them... I don't think Sanzo would take kindly
to being owned! O.o
Notes: This fic came out of a
drabble called The Bug I wrote in 100_roadtrips
a month ago. I received many lovely comments, and almost ALL of them included
some form of "Try again, Goku!" or "I hope Goku tries again
soon!" so of course this plot bunny hopped up and bit me on the ankle.
Goku lay on his side on the hard mattress and watched Sanzo drift off to sleep
in the bed opposite his. This was his favorite part of the day, watching
Sanzo's face as it gradually relaxed and softened to become the most beautiful
thing he's ever seen. Although tonight, it looked like Sanzo wasn't completely
relaxed - there was a tiny line that lingered between his winged blond
eyebrows.
Goku wondered how those eyebrows would feel under his lips if he traced them
with kisses. Wondered if it would tickle if those impossibly
long eyelashes brushed against his chin. Wondered how hard Sanzo would
hit him with the fan this time if he caught Goku by his bed again.
He was running out of good excuses. Well, they probably weren't all that good
to begin with. But he would be next to Sanzo's bed, almost within kissing
distance of the sleeping monk, then Sanzo would open
his eyes and demand to know why Goku was hovering over him. And Goku would
promptly panic and blurt out something stupid.
Like the first time...
Goku knelt by the sleeping monk, and leaned forward to kiss a pale forehead.
"What the hell are you doing, monkey?" Violet eyes snapped open. Goku
pulled his face back just in time and stammered, "Th-there
was a bug! A m-mosquito!" He smacked an imaginary
insect on Sanzo's forehead.
WHACK! The fan hit Goku upside the head. "Idiot!
Go away and let me sleep!" Goku retreated while Sanzo huffed and rolled
over.
Of course the shitty kappa had to have seen the whole thing and did the whole
nudge-nudge "Better luck next time, kid" bit, and then proceeded to
make kissy faces at Goku behind Sanzo's back every
night when it was time to go to bed. Asshole kappa. He
hadn't been able to try again for over a whole week after that.
Then there was the next time...
Goku inched over carefully to kneel by Sanzo's bed, and waited for Sanzo to
roll over and face him. And waited. And
waited.
There he goes! Goku waited a little more, to let Sanzo settle in the new
sleeping position, then slowly, slowly brought his face closer to the monk's. Almost there…
"Goku! What the fuck are you doing?" Sanzo
bolted upright in bed, glowering. Goku was so startled that he fell over
backwards onto the floor. "Uh... uh - M'sorry! I left my comic book over here, an'... an' Iwantedtoreadit!"
WHACK! The fan landed on Goku's head. "Go the fuck back to your own side
of the room, monkey, and stay there!" Sanzo settled back into bed, rolling
over to face the wall.
Goku slunk back to his bed, kissless.
Thank Buddha Gojyo had not been around to see that one. And also thank Buddha
Sanzo hadn't noticed that there wasn't actually a comic next to his bed. After
that Goku started stashing shit under Sanzo's bed, just in case.
But even with that, he was just having no luck. Especially
with his latest attempt, early last week…
Goku thought he was going to make it this time for sure. He had waited over
a week and a half before trying again, and when Sanzo had been out of their
room he had hidden a stash of stuff under Sanzo's bed. He nonchalantly read one
of his comics until the monk fell asleep.
He tiptoed over to the Sanzo's bed, waited, knelt down, waited some more and
then...
He was so close... almost...
But Goku didn't count on his spiky bangs tickling Sanzo's face.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" Sanzo roared, and Goku
pulled back with a split-second left to spare. WHACK! "What the HELL are
you doing over here, monkey?"
"I-I-I was g-gonna go downstairs for a s-snack, Sanzo, an' I left my socks over here." Goku
pulled a pair of socks from the stash under the bed and held them up as
evidence. "M'sorry I b-bumped
into ya like that."
WHACK! Uh-oh, two in one night. "You
stupid monkey! Go in your fucking bare feet! Get the fuck out of here
RIGHT NOW." This time Sanzo did not just go back to sleep, he sat there
and glared at Goku, waiting to be obeyed.
The teen put on his socks and went down to the inn's kitchen, where he consoled
himself with three bowls of ice cream.
Goku sighed and sat up, hugging his knees to his chest. It looked like he was
just going to have to give up, because he couldn't think up any more excuses to
use when Sanzo caught him in the middle of a kiss attempt. And really... would
he even be satisfied if he actually succeeded? He didn't think so. Because Goku wanted to kiss more than Sanzo's forehead. Way more. But then Sanzo would probably kill him dead.
The tiny line on Sanzo's face grew deeper, and blond eyebrows drew together
slightly. Uh-oh. Maybe Sanzo was starting in on
a bad dream - Goku did not like watching those. He usually found an
excuse to wake up the monk before they could turn into nightmares. Releasing
his knees, he leaned forward and watched the sleeper intently for signs of
distress.
"So, monkey, how long am I supposed to be asleep before you make your
move?" Eyes still closed, Sanzo's voice was a low growl.
Goku just about fell off the bed. "S-Sanzo?
W-What are you talkin' about? My
move?" He had been pretending to sleep? What the hell?
One eye cracked open, pinning Goku with a sparkling violet gaze. "Isn't
the routine I fall asleep, you try and kiss me? At least that's what it's been
for the last couple of weeks. And let me tell you, monkey, the excuses are
getting lame." Lips curled up in a smirk, and the eye closed again.
Goku found his mouth opening and closing but no sound was coming out. He -
he knows. He knows! His heart was pounding so hard he could feel it beat
through his whole body. His mind tried to wrap itself around the thought that
Sanzo not only knew, but had not killed him yet. Not only not killed him, but
was lying there ...waiting. Waiting, and still pretending to sleep. Waiting
for me to ...kiss him?
"Well?" Eyes remained closed, but the smirk deepened.
Ohfuck.
Wobbly legs brought Goku over to Sanzo's bed and he perched himself on the
edge. He looked around for the fan, just in case. No, the fan was over on the
dresser. Goku drew a shaky breath, then leaned down and pressed his lips to
Sanzo's forehead, just above the crimson chakra. He let his lips linger for a
handful of seconds, then withdrew and watched Sanzo's face.
This time both eyes opened. "Is that all you want, Goku?" The voice
was husky now. Sanzo's eyes were dark and Goku saw a gleam in their violet
depths that both painfully aroused and scared the shit out of him.
"No," Goku whispered. "I wanna kiss
you again. I wanna kiss you for real."
Those gleaming eyes remained locked on his. "So what the fuck are you
waiting for?"
Goku did not need to be asked a second time. Shit, not when he had just been
given permission. Pressing a hand onto the bed next to Sanzo's head to
brace himself, Goku closed the short distance between
their mouths and covered Sanzo's lips with his own.
His kisses were soft and hesitant, butterfly touches on each corner of Sanzo's
mouth, then on his lower lip. Goku let his tongue dart out to skim across
Sanzo's lips, and a happy "Mmmmm," rumbled
in his throat when Sanzo groaned and opened his mouth under Goku's. He accepted
the invitation and slid his tongue inside, tasting green tea toothpaste and
Sanzo's before-bed cigarette. Goku explored further, wanting to taste every
last bit, and he almost jumped when Sanzo's tongue rolled around his and began
pushing into his mouth. He shivered as the monk's tongue slowly ran
along his teeth and lapped at the roof of his mouth, and he hoped Sanzo liked
the taste of his mouth too.
Goku finally had to break the kiss, and gasped for air. "Wow... oh, wow,
Sanzo..." Sanzo was breathing heavily too, and Goku found himself
fascinated by the wet glaze shimmering on those parted lips. Because of this
distraction, he was caught unawares when Sanzo struck.
Suddenly Goku found himself flat on his back, and Sanzo had kicked off the
sheets and was leaning over him, ravaging his mouth with rough, hungry kisses.
Goku recovered quickly from the surprise attack and responded just as hungrily.
They were clumsy in their passion, noses bumping into each other and teeth
clicking painfully as their lips mashed together. Goku tilted his head to find
a better angle, Sanzo pulled his head back the tiniest bit, and then suddenly
their mouths fit together perfectly. Muffled groans arose from both throats as
the awkwardness vanished, and their frantic tempo started slowing to a more
sensual pace. Sanzo's hot, demanding tongue thrust into Goku's mouth, while his
hand slid the younger man's t-shirt up and roamed over his abdomen and chest.
Goku let out a strangled gasp when callused fingertips brushed a nipple and
started coaxing it to hardness. He pulled back just enough to yank his shirt
the rest of the way off then returned to kiss along Sanzo's bare shoulder. When
Goku nipped the side of his neck Sanzo hissed and captured his mouth again.
Goku's senses were reeling from Sanzo's wandering mouth and hands, and the
intoxicating closeness of the monk's body. And oh gods, he was so hard - but he
was mortified to realize his boxers were doing absolutely nothing to hide that
fact. Goku tried to shift himself, but when his hip
brushed against Sanzo's he froze. Ohhhhh... Sanzo was
hard too. And it quickly became obvious that Sanzo was well aware of Goku's
erection when a slender hand pushed the band of his boxers down past his hips,
then returned to wrap long fingers around his cock. Goku whimpered into Sanzo's
mouth when that hand began to stroke him, and as heat started pooling in his
groin Goku could feel his insides begin to coil and tighten. Ugh! Not yet!
His hand shot down to grab Sanzo's. "Ah - ngh,
Sanzo, stop! You're gonna make me come!" Goku
did not want things to be over this soon.
There was a snort next to his ear. "I thought that was the point,
moron." Sanzo's hand released him and traveled upwards to lightly stroke
his abdomen.
"Well, yeah... but not yet!" Goku panted as he fought to control
himself. "Not yet." Goku wriggled when Sanzo's hand slid down again
to brush against his erection, then returned to his
stomach. "Ngh - ah... no fair,
Sanzo! No fair teasing like that!"
Violet eyes glittered above his, accompanied by a wicked almost-smile. "No
fair? What are you going to do about it, monkey?"
Emboldened by Sanzo's teasing, Goku took action. Kicking off his boxers, he
pushed Sanzo onto his back and began a slow trail of kisses down the monk's
chest and stomach, enjoying the grunts that escaped Sanzo's mouth. He popped
open the button on Sanzo's jeans, carefully pulled down the zipper and slowly
slid the denims down and off. Goku took a moment to admire the breathtaking
view of Sanzo's naked body sprawled before him on the bed, then reached over
and rubbed his hand along the length of Sanzo's erection. He reveled in both
the resulting moan and the heady aroma of the monk's arousal - Sanzo had always
smelled good to him, but this was the most amazing thing he'd ever
smelled in his life.
Oh, man. I wonder if Sanzo tastes as good as he smells.
Goku bent his head and licked the underside of Sanzo's cock. Sanzo let out a
strangled groan. He ran his tongue around the head and licked the salty-bitter
moisture that collected there, earning a "Fuck!" and another choked
moan.
Heh.
Sanzo tastes pretty fuckin' awesome.
Goku could have spent all night playing Make Sanzo Moan, but decided that he'd
had enough revenge. He opened his mouth and took Sanzo's cock in, in, all the
way in. As he began to suck he was rewarded with a burst of profanity from
Sanzo's lips, Goku's name laced generously in between curses and groans. He
felt long fingers twist in his hair as Sanzo's hips bucked under him, thrusting
into his eager mouth. The noises coming from the monk started to die down as
Sanzo fought to control himself, so Goku sucked a little harder, and applied
the tiniest amount of teeth. Another stream of obscenities poured out of
Sanzo's mouth, and Goku thought he even heard Buddha mentioned a few times.
He was beginning to wonder what it would taste like to have Sanzo come in his
mouth when the hands that were tangled in his hair suddenly pulled him off and
dragged him up. Sanzo flipped him over and shoved him back against the
mattress, rolling on top of Goku and crushing his mouth against the teen's in a brutal kiss. "Greedy monkey," Sanzo
panted against his mouth.
"Huh-hungry monkey," Goku corrected hoarsely, nipping at Sanzo's
lower lip. "Ngh - you taste so good,
Sanzo..." He realized what he just called himself. "Hey!" He
felt lips turn up as they pressed against his jaw.
"Stupid monkey." The lips were now at his ear,
and Goku shivered as Sanzo licked and sucked at his earlobe. He let his hands
roam down Sanzo's back, sliding over narrow hips to cup that perfect ass.
Sanzo shifted above him, and the movement caused their erections to brush
against each other. Goku gasped at the wave of pleasure that ran through him,
and he arched up against Sanzo, wanting to feel it again. A deep groan came
from Sanzo's throat as he ground his hips against Goku's in a second slow
thrust, and this time it was Goku who moaned. A third thrust, and then oh,
wow! - all Goku could do was wrap his legs around Sanzo and hang on,
bucking up every time Sanzo rolled his hips so he could keep that marvelous
friction of Sanzo's cock against his. Sanzo's name spilled out of his mouth
over and over while his hands came up to thread themselves in golden hair.
Their mouths met again in a ferocious kiss, a blur of lips, teeth and tongues.
Goku panted when Sanzo's mouth left his to nip along his throat, and when Sanzo
licked his neck where it joined his shoulder and bit down, it was just too
much. Goku came hard, arching his body up against Sanzo's and gasping the
monk's name once more as his orgasm ripped through him, leaving their thrusting
bodies suddenly slick. Sanzo groaned and gave one final, hard thrust against
Goku's hips before he stilled, his face buried in Goku's neck. Goku heard his
own name in a muffled grunt against his throat as he felt wet heat flood once
again between them. Lips sought his briefly and then Sanzo rolled off him,
panting. Goku lay on his back, chest heaving, and for a while the only noise in
the room was their labored breathing.
His heart gradually slowed its wild tattoo as Goku floated back down from that
incredible climax. And even though he was sweaty and his stomach was a sticky
mess, all he could do was lay there and smile. After a few more minutes Goku
reached lazily for his discarded t-shirt and wiped himself down, rolled over to
do the same for Sanzo, then tossed the shirt on the floor. He flopped back,
breathing in deeply, and his smile widened as he realized that he smelled like
Sanzo, and Sanzo smelled like him.
"Whoa… that was AWESOME. Just ...awesome."
Goku knew he was babbling, but he couldn't help it. It had been completely
...awesome.
"H-hnn." Sanzo lay
there with his eyes closed, pink-cheeked and his hair a tousled mess.
Goku grinned again. Guess Sanzo wasn't able to talk yet. Hopefully it had been
just as awesome for him …although Sanzo would probably use a different word.
Well, he probably wouldn't really talk about it anyway. That was okay, he knew
the monk had liked it too, mostly because of all of the (awesome) noises Sanzo
had made while Goku had been touching him.
Propping himself up on one elbow, Goku reached out a hand and let his fingers
lightly trace swirls on Sanzo's abdomen, watching the muscles ripple under his
touch. "Hey, Sanzo… next time, I want you inside me. How do we do
that?" Goku had a vague idea, but wasn't all that sure about exactly how
to go about it.
Sanzo flung an arm up above his head. "Fuck if I know." His head
lolled over to face Goku, violet eyes slightly unfocused. "Next time, huh?
Awful sure of yourself, monkey." Lips curled in a sneer, but Goku saw that
those sneering lips were reddened and kiss-swollen, and therefore could not be
taken seriously.
"Yeah, next time. I sure as hell liked it, an' I think you did, too."
Goku leaned down to kiss those lips, his tongue darting in between them and
rolling around Sanzo's tongue. Sanzo lazily responded, making a slow but
thorough exploration of Goku's mouth.
Their mouths broke apart when their lungs demanded more oxygen. "It was
all right."
Goku snorted. "I wanna do it again," he
murmured against Sanzo's jaw. "I wanna taste you
again." He kissed Sanzo's chin. "An' I wanna
have you inside me. I can ask Hakkai or Gojyo, they do it all the-"
"You are NOT talking to EITHER ONE of those idiots about this!" Sanzo
jolted upright. He loomed over Goku and jabbed a finger into the startled
teen's chest. "Absofuckinglutely NOT."
"O-okay! M'sorry, I won't!" Shitshitshit.
Goku felt a stab of panic - he did not want to ruin this! He sat up and
clutched the hand that was jabbing him, pressing it tight against his chest.
"I won't, I promise." He raised Sanzo's hand to his lips, pressing a
kiss into the palm. "I promise."
"Tch."
Sanzo brushed his thumb across Goku's now trembling lower lip. "We'll
figure it out, monkey." He dropped back onto the mattress and yanked Goku
down to rest against his chest. "Go to sleep."
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
The face next to his was now completely relaxed in true, not-pretended sleep.
Goku loved this new vantage point of mere inches away - now he had even more
things he could watch while his lover (his lover!) slept. But those
eyebrows were calling to him. Goku leaned forward and gently laid his lips
against a delicate blond arch, noting that while the hairs were not as silky as
the rest of Sanzo's hair, they were still soft.
Sanzo's eyelids fluttered. Goku's lips curved in a smile. Yeah, it tickles.
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