Title: Mein Herz Brennt
Author: Aeneus (http://aeneus.livejournal.com/)
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Sanzo/Hakkai
Summary: Hakkai's nature stands
on a knife's edge…
Disclaimer: Minekura's, not mine. Just playing ;)
Note: This ficlet was originally written for the random song-request
meme on my LJ. Moshesque requested Sanzo/Hakkai and
randomly selected the song "Mein Herz Brennt" by Rammstein.
Beta by car_jack
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Reality comes to him filtered, like light falling through a dirty window. He
knows it's there, still within reach. He sees himself looking at it, aware that
it's on a knife's edge, ready to fall away from him, but still he doesn't grab
for it. Insanity is lurking around the edges of his mind. He knows it. He can
feel it watching him, ready to overcome him once the last thread of reality has
been cut.
Hakkai breathes in deeply, the basic, natural act helping him to balance for a
moment longer. His heightened senses overwhelm him with details: the smell of
sweat, the sound of a pounding heart beat close to his own, the sight of
muscles twitching beneath him, the taste of Sanzo's skin, the incredible
friction around his cock where it slides in and out of Sanzo's body.
Power burns through him. He can feel it glowing under his skin, pulsing along
the vines that cover his body. The priest is at his mercy and if Hakkai let go
completely, there's no telling what would happen. It's a risk they take, an
edge they both need to satisfy a desire neither of them want to define.
Hakkai's claws dig into Sanzo's sides, filling the air with the smell of human
blood. It's like a lucid dream - part of him watching his own actions, knowing
he can interfere but choosing not to - yet. He's playing with fire, testing how
far he can push the balance without falling because the feeling is too
incredible to resist. His world has narrowed to this very bed and this very
moment in time. Thoughts of reason and consequences fade in the blinding light
of pure sensation and unrestrained, overwhelming need.
He drives harder into the body beneath him, freeing the reign of his control
just that little bit more and letting his primal instinct flood him. Hakkai
closes his eyes. His climax is close, rising hard and fast to overtake him and
bring him down completely, and for one last, clear moment Hakkai thinks he's
finally waited too long; the knife will fall and he will be lost.
As his orgasm slams through him, filling his consciousness and sweeping away
the last vestige of human control, he doesn't regret it.
END
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